Saturday, December 20, 2008

Farhana

So you see this sexy Girl
and outta nowhere she starts talking to you.
What do you do?
Keep talking.

Now... I've known her for about 8 hours.
Already, I've taken a liking to her.
She seems to like my poetry,
and likes to try new things.
She's Bengali {as are two thirds of my friends}
But I must admit
Farhana - Beautiful Bengali Princess.
{Too much? Oh well, coulda kept going =] }


See there is not much to say right now.
But She's lovable,
outgoing,
and did I mention she's beautiful?
Yea, she's a good girl
......I think.....
Right?
But it's ok if she's not, cause she told the world her secret...
She's freaky.
You said it, not me.
Well, short dedication, but I'm pretty sure it'll get longer.
Trust me, it'll get longer.

Sparkling Beauty Deserves Recognition
and Farhana deserves a dedication.

Colette

Womp, Chica, Womp Womp
She is here when and is lost
and waiting when all is found.
This is for her.

Now... let's start by saying this.
Coco, what is life without a "aphrodisiac"?
She knows what I mean.
She has the best taste in music I have ever heard since 1905.
Damn, that's long.
Really long.
But besides the point.
Let's see.
From Freshman to Sophmore year,
There hasn't been one poem that I have written that she didn't like
and even put a few of mine in her book.
Felt mad special.
MAD special.


What's her favorite?
Gotta ask her that.
I think it's "Love Like Gold".
{Hope I'm Right}
She is Guyanese, which is why we are such good friends,
AND
why she bring me any food her mom makes.
Wonder why I haven't been getting any....???
But anyways
She supports all that I do,
and even helps me when she can.
She defines friendship
and loyalty
and respect.
Values that I hope my children have.
She LOVES POTC {For those who don't know, Pirates of the Carribean}
No No, she loves Johnny, and Orlando.
Of course....
She writes poems too,
and knows more soul music than I do.
Hell, she knows more music in general than I do.
She's the only one
who laughs so hard SHE CRIES!!
TEARS!!
Mad funny.
She is spontaneous, and so damn funny
like Chris Rock,
Only she's a girl
and looks WAYYYYY better.

Colette, A lot is coming your way,
Just look up and reach for it.
Stars are farther away, when you waste your day,
but keep reaching at night, and just follow the light
and if you hear what I say, and still lose your way
keep your dream in sight, and let it guide you right.

Colette = Total Awesomeness
Nuff Said.


Jacky

Brothers? Chyea!
Blood brothers? Might as well be.
I'm gonna find myself sayin NO HOMO quite often...

I think of Jacky as..... Brother Africa.
He's mad stupid.... and smart at the same time {nickname oxymoron}
But you gotta love the dude.
He is THE ONLY PERSON I would trust my life with.
Without him, its like Cake without frosting
That shit goes in the garbage.
And though I can never really remember how we met,
Good thing we did, cause he is my best friend in BTHS.


Jacky Alcine {WTF no accent? Sorry J}
Went to school together.
Went to summer school together.
In a crew together.
Nuff said.
Nah we do it all together {NO HOMO}
and we make that shit look sexy.
{NO HOMO}
He looks out for me, and I think for him,
and together, we rock hard like a statue.
We are the male versions of Bonnie and Clyde.
Peaches and Herb
A Tribe Called Quest
The Five Heartbeats
Earth, Wind and Fire
Damn it we like the Jackson Five (except we ain't rape no little boys booty holes...
and we ain't rip out no titties in a superbowl... and we never went to a superbowl.)
We are THE shit.
Now its important to put the "the" in front of the "shit"
Cause without it, we just shit
and we ain't shit.
THE SHIT.
GET IT?
GOT IT?
GOOD.
This is what we do,
This is our mark
and we leave it proudly.
Love, Loyalty, Luxury
We strive for this
we ask of this from everyone,
and we will not stop until we have it.

Graviti and Daze 24/7
Swagger

Let it Rock....

Shannon (Melissa outdid me Cause I got no pictures)

Shannon is Shannon... Nuff said.

Freshman year, barely knew her. Sophmore year, can't stop talking to her. I mean, we ain't bestie best friends, but she's special enough for a dedication anyways, so I'm writing it.
But who is she?
She's like the first cousin twice removed you always wanted.
She's spunky and fierce and sexy (sounds like Beyonce, huh?).
But she's Shannon.
And I must say that the one thing that I can think of
that would make me write this dedication is...


Thanksgiving.... or at least two days after.
All I know is thanksgiving was THE WORST day I have ever had...
My mom didn't buy food, and I starved on Thanksgiving.
So when I went online, I told Shan, and she was tight.
" If I had known, I would of told you to come get some food over here."
The only other person who said that was a dude I knew from since birth.
AND HE NOT EVEN FAM.
I just thought that it takes certain situations to see who truly nice people are.
They didn't have to offer food
but I guess it's the thought that counts.

But though I don't know much about you,
I know you could be going through a worlds of troubles,
and still manage to come to school with a smile on your face,
and in some cases, keep it there.
Anybody who can do that has my utmost respect,
and that's why this is dedicated to you Shannon.

Happy Birthday ( in 3 and a half hours) !!!!!!

Monday, December 8, 2008

Love

Can I ask a question? Is this the break-up season?

Like seriously, I mean I don't mean to state the obvious, but relationships that started in the beginning of the school year, or even before, seem to be dying out real quick-like. Everyone on AIM has that same status: "I'm so hurt, how could you do this, I'm crying, you ruined my life, nobody talk to me, I'm off to kill myself..." and I'm like, all this over a guy or a girl? Really? You mean there is somebody out there willing to slit their throat because of a break-up? I mean, I know its love, and its had to get over, but you have to understand that there is more to life than just him. If you really love them, work it out, and if you can't, then maybe the person thinks it wasn't meant to be. You have to be able to accept that sometimes. Plus, you never know who you could be leaving in the dark to chase the boy who broke your heart.

This does not mean everyone should really do that now...

Because it might have been you that drived the person away...

Now don't get me wrong, no one is saying this is no reason to fight for the person and win them back, and I'm not saying that you should kill yourself because it was yourself, because everyone makes mistakes, but don't punish him for your's because some people do that. I meanI feel sorry for all those cringing in pain, but a lot of you deserve better than what you were getting {sorry about that, who am I to judge?} and should be able to find someone better to make you happy. But you know what.... I can't really talk, cause I might not know half of you that read this, I might not know the history of the relationship, and you might curse me out, but really, it's just my opinion, and I'm just saying...

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

Why?

Why is it every time something goes good for me,
it never ends up working for me?
I thought it wasn't bad, that it was a small problem,
But it's bigger than Life...
why can't people just see me,
not the problems
not the pain
not even the happiness...
just me?
NAH HOMIE!
life doesn't work like that...
it eats you up
Love EATS YOU UP
Hate EATS YOU UP
and you try to survive the world, when you can't survive your mind.
Give it time....
things will move on....
and soon,
life goes
RIGHT BACK TO
The way it was meant to be....

Nothing

This is what nothing looks like...
and you are what everything looks like to me.
Cause when I open my eyes, the only thing I wanna see is you.